Why go back

Without you I probably would not have a lot of stories.
about love, about longing, disappointment that the
Likewise intimate interlock pain in my body withered
I hoped you could always go back but now the dawn has been picked to start a new day without you
I'm tired of longing that is not already reaping, no endless love
let the winds convey the blessing of heaven that I have disappointed and no longer wish to live with it.